I decided I needed to take my pants off. It improved my disposition greatly.

I’m just a regular woman, living in Michigan, 22 years old, 2 cats, there’s nothing extraordinary or fantastic about me, so I assume that my thoughts can’t be too exciting to anyone other than myself. But that’s quite all right, because this blog is first and foremost, for myself and nobody else. This will hold the chronicles of my boring life as I try to change myself for the better, I’m hoping to write every day, or every other day at least, but we’ll just have to see.

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Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan, United States

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Oh well shit.

There’s been a disturbing lack of entries in the past four days and I plan to get to the bottom of it…ok so I’ve been lazy.

After my breakdown on March 14th, I signed up for Yahoo Personals, and two gothic personals sites. There’s a very attractive man on the Yahoo site with long brown hair, deep brown eyes, and a lip piercing. I fell for him, subscribed, and sent him a message. I think he got my message…and deleted it. How kind. He updated his profile, didn’t send me a response.

I had better luck with the gothic personals. I contacted a tall, skinny, cyber-goth who lives close to me. He responded quickly, and we’ve been talking. He has social anxiety as well, so he’s more comfortable with one-on-one situations, like me. We seem to have enough in common, and as soon as the weather improves, we’re going to meet.

But…I have no nice clothes, my hair’s a mess, I’m lumpy…and I literally weigh twice as much as this guy…foo…

Out of the frying pan into the fire? Or some cliché like that…


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